Always trying to glance back ...

Fuzzed Up

2011-06-22T06:09:00.002+08:00

I am like a walking zombie now. Just slept at 12 and woke up at around 5 plus. Pulled myself out of the bcos of the speech. my brain now has a mental block bcos of the diorganised stuff in my brain. arghh ! * bangs head on the wall*
it has been a hetic two weeks , been having either sci rehearsals or sec 4 rehearsals. This is a dreadful monotony just to get things right. repeating of the same old things and the frustration of the absentees and things not getting done is making feel that the anger is built up. i dont just scold that person bcos he is late once but bcos he didnt come the other time. and its still fuming up in me. the thought goes like this , how can u be so irresponsible ? i kinda hate the insults that people hurl at me , especially since i was just doing my job. ya i maybe incompetent and thanks for spelling it out for me. if i ever become successful , ur the one who is going to cower in fear. ( blah blah blah ....) sorry i had to get that out. kinda only remember that revenge will just incur more revenge
i am kinda of nervous and uptight bcos of the sci coming up. last show to put up , must do it well. its really irritating that some people just dont understand that after 3 years , this is really an important part of their lives too or maybe they are just not that part of the familiy.
ok better go back to the speech or i would really continue with the rant.

A post dedicated to that specific you out there

2011-05-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

This is more of the once in a blue moon occurrence. There are several things going through my mind. One of it would the exams that is troubling many teens. however , since many of my papers are more or less completed and that the last three papers are paper1s. it is not a pressing matter so i am throwing it to back of my mind. The next thing is about ge. since today is a cool off day and since that someone is going to post on this topic , i am leaving this topic out and not vent my anger on it.
Lastly, would be more of the council stuff. Yes , my life is really boring. there is only pap , government , studies , family and also council things for me to ponder about so i am pretty boring man.
Council is preparing for its annual big event ; SCI. ummmmm , there are several things i would need to prepare as the head councillor. one would be my speech. i think this year , i would ask miss soh to do it together with me last year. for those who were there to witness the take over last year would know the epic ending. Onward and Persevere ! anyway , other than that i was thinking a lot on how i would like it to be . maybe its all this thinking that made me really stress...... haiz , many things that i would like to say but there is no one to go to .... But i hope that everything it would be smooth ......... a simple yet a herculean task.

Prom night

2010-11-26T13:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night , was really hectic in the start and peaceful at the end.
Wore a white shirt with jeans coupled with a black vest. i headed towards khatib MRT . i was walking towards the same spot to take a seat when i heard someone called my name. Turned around and i saw Nicole ! She was wearing a black shawl with a pinkish dress. She had like cheeks that were really pink. If it was not for the shawl she would have been totally different shades of pink. both of us were waiting when someone came. actually it was Hazirah but we didnt notice her until she sat right next to nicole. dressed lavishly , her hair was done beautifully. i presumed by the hairstylist with lots of hairspray and glitter. before long the last person came as i AMA was held up. Rachel came from the direction of the overhead bridge and she was dressed in white. even her shawl was white. Anyway she was complaining about contact lens dropping out and being too dry to put in. we took to bras basah station and we were like studying the map like nerds. It was pouring and i remembered to bring two umbrellas ! i can start predicting ! we walking through ntuc income building and we saw the " bronze " bulding, CARLTON HOTEL !

We started preparing and Mrs Cheah just went on with her instructions. Met Cheng Ho ( Chairperson of Alumni and Emcee of the Night ) and Anson ( Manager or Person-in-charge ). took their numbers down. the performers started coming in to used the stage for rehearsing. Kept going in and out of the door to check on hazirah and nicole.
Registration was really hectic when people start flooding in. NOTE FLOODING !

The night was great ! we should do this again !

Milestone

2010-09-01T11:28:00.002+08:00

In Retrospect , these few weeks are really filled with lots of jostling. Many conflicts arise , yet some remain hidden. If there is a chance to categorise this whole project into two columns. I may choose to do it as two columns, Failures and Success. In all, it might seemed that there are many failures to do this project or event. But i would like to take the rap for my team , my councillors. I feel that it may be all my fault.....

Troubled

2010-08-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

it all started with a conversation. it was dark but there were streaks of light passing through the cracks of the curtain. that conversation inspired me to be a excos. the cool and suave image of an exco was portrayed by my sister , the previous batch of exco and definitely the bond they have shared among the councillors. It had encouraged me to strike for the best position in council but what i didnt expect was the hard work i had to put in. Not forget that there was no such thing called a manual. I strive hard to make my team , the best and the council a wonderful group to be in. i was pounded by all sorts of difficulty and stress just added to the weight i had to carry. after a short while , i feel really burden. Burden by the thoughts of just pulling the weight of the exco. i dare not say that they have yet to put in their efforts. i can only sadly say due to my poor observation only the welfare has been doing their part. Maybe because i helped them dreamed. maybe because the dreams i had put in them has been realised. Maybe i am asking too much of the discipline. I feel that i have failed. I just feel tired. i just want to throw everything aside and rest. All i ask for is just one moment to rest. Is that too much to ask?

Going out....

2010-08-07T17:22:00.003+08:00

I think that my life is pretty full of stuf but more of it is official stuff. Instead of going out with my friends. I am going for a dinner later due to the school. Haiz are these the very reasons i am living for ? Anyway, i am not looking foward to eating in the outdoors in my blazer and stuff. I think i will sweat and sweat more. if it rains , i just hope i am sitting in the middle of the big tent i saw them set up. *cross fingers* But i am sure yeyu will make it better. anyway off to bath so i will make it in time.

YES!

2010-08-07T09:45:00.002+08:00

Just finish editing the new blogskin's codes and successfully changing my blogskin. Feeling pretty light today so i picked a light colour. Many things happen during this period of time. The time when we actually took over to the start of the preparation of the teachers' day. Stress falls on everyone of us , but how many of us actually understand the point of it. how many of us still goes on not taking any notice of it. maybe i think too much. the dafulter needs a rest. he is tired of all the others' scoldings , critism and ungratefulness of his work and thoughts. he feels that he is not wanted and he just wants to sit at one corner to cry it all out. he doesnt know how to face this. he knows that a soft side will make others unsure of him. he doesnt dare to shed a tear. he really wants to just stop and drop dead.he is tired and doesnt want to pull all the others' weight anymore. he wants to stop .......

Busy !

2010-06-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

just had like a few hours of exco meeting in the morning. Was really hungry at 12 so i seemed alittle bit grounchy and stuff. i am still wondering how the muslims pass their time during fast. Poor Amalina was paying back while we ate. i felt guilty after i finished. After lunch was more or less slack. we did revisit the rules and things like that.i would need to start finishing my large pile of holiday homework which is gargantuan. No kidding.

Yesterday was more less a study day. Tried to finished my physics. i finished only 4 chapters must try to finish more by tonight. i have got like 9 chapters.i really feel busy due to the fact that i have lots to do and stuff like that. Why is my O's coming so fast. its like my oral is just 2-3 weeks more. i am not looking forward at all.Hope that i have determination for the exams. i must persevere !

I am starting to feel tired already !!!!!!!!
i am going to go start work , bye people !

Sentimental ME

2010-06-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching The Break Up. Up till the very end i was hoping for the couple to reconcile. i was like so sad when both of them actually jus broke up. Maybe it was just competitiveness of the both of them that they broke up. Maybe it was just that the man have got no idea how to treasure that girl. it was something heartbreaking to see them just break up. But the morale of the story for me was to treasure the people around me. I would not take them for granted.Especially girls......

Anyway got a full week ahead with all the meetings starting to pile up. just got the message that Sam have SSP.Actually its not a surprise bcos i heard it from her. wait it was just nagging. anyway i totally forgot all about it.Planning to go study with jinli and ariel. ariel even asked whether we would be stopping by to see Tabby the cat. i was more or less stunned.

Just checked my mail and saw that yeyu sent the meeting's agenda. i told my mum to help me print nine copies and she looked at me. then something struck me. all those documents in the files are all with the logo on it and ours didnt have one so i am a little worried.

i am feeling sleepy already so i am turning in.
PS Hope that the choir people can reach Australia safely !

Upcoming

2010-06-12T15:20:00.003+08:00

There is like a whole lot of things to prepare , to be expecting. I just realized why my sister always laughed at the in-going head exco's speech especially at " its going to be a tough journey ahead" and it always coupled up with yeah its gonna be a tough one !

Just setting the time for the full council meeting took so long just to decide. gathering people , asking their opinions , getting the whole thing to be realized and so forth.
All of it just to announce it beforehand so that we dont have to waste sms and to let half of the council to know.

its a little saddening to know that it takes so much effort to do something.

I must try my best to do something about it.

FOOD!!!!!

2010-02-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

After the four days of cny , found out that i am alittle fat.

I was watching tv. it was about 东坡肉。 all of us who have 墨水will know that it was from 苏东坡。 it was bcos of the reconstruction of the 西湖 that actually started 东坡肉. I have heard from radios , talkshows that the 东坡肉 is 入口即化，油而不腻。也就是因为苏东坡才会有东坡肉。

Today , i was playing basketball with the shawn and suyuan. it was really fun as i was trying to teach suyuan to lay out. then by the time she dribble there , she cannot lay out , the ball keep on bouncing off the hoop. then she was like aiyah nvm lah , then she hold the ball and run to the hoop then she scores !

Anyway , i finish my A.maths 2.3 with only 2 qns that i dont know only ! MUAHAHAHAHA !
and i hate JANZIEL　，　ｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｙ　ｊａｎｚｉｅｌ　！！！！！！！

Hoarse Voice

2010-01-09T19:36:00.002+08:00

hmm.... today went to macs for both lunch and breakfast. pretty broke now and alittle fat. Haiz anyway had cca orientation or open house today. After breakfast with wei yang and nicholas who came late each. good thing fion and amalina was there or i will be bored.

Played Bball today and yesterday. today was different , i played with lots of TALL people. I am not going to be defeated by them. Was very tired by then already. Waited with qiu le , corrine and shaun with some guitar members for the whole thing to start. In the end the whole thing started at 10 !!!!!!!! Why am i there so early !?!!?! 3 hrs somemore , play bball with zachary , shaun and jun jie. Jun jie everytime cannot score sia. then everytime he cant get the ball from shaun then when i go , pass to him he cannot score then need to get the ball again. then another person call jia jun joined in.His a funny person , thats all

then afterwards , everything become really busy.

nothing much else to tell!!!!!

Something silence

2010-01-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

Went for hmt today , for registry. the teacher said something meaningful. 一个高华的学生要具备那三点，1 敏感力 2 创新力 3 组织力。

This time the teacher is from china and he is balding , yup abt 40 i think. its bcos of his hair problem thats why i suspect that he is younger than he looks. i look foward to his class more than anything else, ok not that foward but at least better than Mr Toh's class.

I like the SS teacher alot. i kinda hate florence chang 's voice. i am not sure why but she speaks really funnily while the hmt teacher is better although there is a thick accent for him.

The Recommend of the week is :

爱得精彩 20 30 40

a song that caught my attention. something not bad and worth listening to. anyway enjoy !

i am definitely not looking foward to fridays as there is guitar . havent finished the piece yet. AARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Last post of the year !

2009-12-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Muahaha !!!! ITS AT ALST THE LAST DAY OF 2009
maybe after today no more com and everything like that already !!!!!

Anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Skin

2009-12-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

I wanted to change the skin when i saw Rachel's blogskin .... I wanted to change the pics of the some blogskins but i was too lazy , chance upon this skin and think its not bad like the front page's crown ..... Anyway after tml's midnight , it will be a NEW YEAR , so i had to change before i have no time to do it anymore.

Still obessesed with SNSD and Jewelry . Lots of news abt Jewelry breaking up again .... Haiz , why cant they just maintain like this ... I like Park Jung Ah and Of Course , Seo Inyoung 's voice this is one of their Mvs that i like the most

anyway thanks for reading !!!!!

This Love - Michael Buble

2009-12-28T19:44:00.001+08:00

Another great song from Michael !!!!!

Thoughts

2009-12-25T23:52:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas !!!!

Although its almost the end of it already , Ariel says that theres 11 more days to it and she is busy with all the parties !!!

Anyway thinking of locking the blog so that i can get some privacy ....
haiz anyway got something to share appparent from Chen Qiang so its in chinese .....
Still thinking abt translating it , anyway if i do just read it ....

这是我预送给你 12月25日早上6点看的信息，别往下按（anyway by the time i saw the message it was 2 in the afternoon )

12月25日早上6点才看！

偷看是吧？！

淘气是吧，叫你别看！

还看？

预祝你圣诞节快乐！哈哈...偷看者，根据圣诞节的宪法，特别判处你天天快乐，剥夺你郁闷的权利，并且没收你全部寂寞和烦恼，此判决为终生判决，你无权上诉，即时生效！圣诞节快乐！

i feel that this sms is not bad and i think everyone who understands chinese shld give it a go and read it !!!!!!

Anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!

Taeyeon at her very first concert

2009-12-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

Taeyeon at her very FIRST concert !!!!!!!!! Only out for 2+years with only two mini albums , SNSD HAS their very OWN CONCERT .

Taeyeon's SOLO performance

Song of the week would be Hush Hush the song that taeyeon sang in the first video
with the original singer

Anyway Happy Christmas in ADVANCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something more to share

2009-12-17T17:38:00.002+08:00

The blind side

something lame and funny

2009-12-17T16:25:00.001+08:00

Something shocking

2009-12-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

yoona when she is young !!!

Something From an SMS

2009-12-13T14:05:00.002+08:00

这是来自荷兰的一个谚语：

钱可以买得到房子，但买不到家庭。
钱可以买得到钟表，但买不到时间。
钱可以买得到床，但买不到睡眠。
钱可以买得到书本，但买不到知识。
钱可以买的到医疗，但买不到健康。
钱可以买得到地位，但买不到尊重。
钱可以买得到血液，但买不到生命。
钱可以买得到援交，但买不到他爱。

This is a saying from Holland.

Money can buy houses but not a family.
Money can buy clocks but not time.
Money can buy beds but not sleep.
Money can buy books but not knowledge.
Money can buy treatments but not health.
Money can buy status but not respect.
Money can buy blood but not lives.
Money can buy sex but not love.

This is something meaningful and its something for everyone to share.

Song of the Week

2009-12-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

Something soft , something old and soothing.

The Carpenters with Close to you

Meeting

2009-12-12T19:01:00.001+08:00

On the way back , i saw carene at the MRT. Guess what she said ? She asked me whether i got my PANTS .... and stop asking me whether i got my pants , i burnt mine already !!!!!!!

Infinity challenge

2009-12-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

This is what i was watching at night abt 1+am and i am sure its funny !!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oj_M0mRWGoQ

sorry cant post the video up as no codes are available

Food For thought

2009-12-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Something for people like us to actually think.

And bear this in mind. Since the methods others propose have loopholes , why cant the idea she propose have loopholes or cant go wrong ?

Seoul Tourism song

2009-12-08T18:48:00.001+08:00

SNSD AND SUPER JUNIOR together singing a commercial for SEOUL TOURISM !!!!

Although not all the SNSD is in it , it is still great as taeyeon HAS A SOLO IN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY !!!

More updates on SNSD !!!!!!!!!

2009-12-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

Intimate Note - SNSD !!!!!!!!!

Part one

and not forgetting Infinity challenge - wax figure style

Requests

2009-12-03T18:56:00.003+08:00

Hello , this is one of the Mvs i like because Taeyeon is really pretty in this one and i dont mind putting it up.

The song name is : Etude

The 2nd song would be : Cold noodles / Cold face ( direct translation)

This is a special edition by Muhan Dojeon cast and Also Sica / Jessica

Another recommendation would be From MUHAN DOJEON / Infinity Challenge

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oj_M0mRWGoQ

Hope u become a fan of the Show

2009-12-02T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps,

Inspired by Ariel : Depressing that all the friends u met are more or less just on the surface. Lets just do a simple test. Pick a random friend that comes to mind. Do U know his/her 's favourites ? How much do u actualy think u know him/her ? ok lets say its not a random friend and that friend 's relationship isnt that bad or good but most likely u just know his/her name.
Ariel thinks that it is really depressing that we can only have a friend or two that we are really close and sometimes because of fate , we have to lose them like for instance the splitting of class. The splitting of class makes some close friends' relationship to slowly break apart and it is more likely that they drift apart.

I myself feel that it is pretty saddening to hear that and to actually see and experience such depressing matters. It is also the truth of the world that the old must go so the new will come. 正所谓后浪推前浪。 Most of us dont really want to part but fate is always unpredictable.

Ok i shall leave this part for people to think about. 摸索自己心中深处，体会这个话题。

Song of the Week

2009-12-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry for leaving the blog dead like the graveyard. Missed using the internet for like 2days and i feel that i was dying. I am so glad to come online !!!!!!!!!!! Anyway this is the song of the week :

Havent met you yet By Michael Buble

this is song is really nice and i really like his voice

anyway see your guys !

another post after Eoy

2009-10-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

Just woke up from deep slumber ..........
still feeling alittle tired after watching some korean stuff , laughed a bit then feel so much better. If juliana was here , she will disapprove Korean stuff . she says she just dislikes it . ok got that in mind ! anyway got back results and some were good but some were horrible , aiyah dont talk about it already !

thinking of watching PCK later at 8 then i found some clips that were funny. they were about PCK acting like Ris Low. Cant say Ris Low deserves it but I should say that i hold comments and biasness towards and against and keep them to myself. its still something i dont dare to judge upon so quickly. On a quick note found something on Yong ting's blog that Juliana wouldnt like.

SNSD's new song

but i have something for people who dont like korean stuff

PCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jin Li is old

2009-10-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Jin Li says : " Sam is very fierce and she is ' kind' enough to give a pat on the should er when she is hitting for no reason. I have no idea why her is " wen Jing" .

I have no part in any critisim of her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jin li is now teaching me to scold Jig in Cantonese !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She says that i am so dead if i post this post up !!!!!!!!1

Aiyah who gives a damn !!!!!!!!1

Jin li says that i should ask Sam to scold Jig in cantonese instead but JIn li wants to be part of it !!!!!!!1

Nothing to do with me !!!!!

i am pure and innocent towards this matter !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway The song of the day is :

anyway pixie lott is FREAAKING PRETTY AND REALLY HOT !!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SEE HER ON FHM !!!!!!!

NOSE BLEEDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MaMa Do :

5th Post after EOY !!!!!!!

2009-10-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

There is alot more to come as Infinity Challenge is always here !!!

Anyway i was freaking tired after swimming and everything like that yesterday and didnt blog . Sorry !!!!!!!!!

Anyway had Duck rice for lunch at 3pm in the late afternoon with my dad and mum , all the others went out and have fun without me. couldnt really remeber what i did yesterday ........ memory is failing me ........ getting old ..... can totally hear sam laughing , Jin li ur not spared from this !!!!!!!!!!!

Went out the whole day . Had lunch at this Teochew Place , Food was oily .... n not much of a excellent restaurant , the bill came up to 50+ but my mum still said it was normal , i was like WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10 per person is like cheap ?!
THEN I WOULD RATHER GO RESTAURANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then went to my father's office to help him set up wireless and all the techy stuff, end up sleeping in his car on the way back ..............

I WENT SWIMMING ON SAT N SUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Managed about 15 on sat and 10 on sun bcos i was lazy !!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to play with my bro in the swimming pool instead of just doing laps. Haiz Lazy !!!!!!!!!! i need to up my stamina , 20 next week !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Came back n was tired with my head being in pain but still on the com and watch IC , maybe i should watch taeyeon before sleeping ........... Obessesion !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT JIG TO TEACH ME KOREAN SO I CAN WATCH ALL THE KOREAN SHOWS NO MATTER WHAT !!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SEE TAE YEON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE TIFFANY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO SEE PRETTY KOREAN GIRLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOrry being lame here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Running around SHOUTING TAEYEON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok anyway i shall end here . Bye

Fourth Post After EOY

2009-10-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

The title always sucks ........

Anyway did some facbooking and everything like that , found that Juliana had a facebook account , added her and things like that

Then watch some more infinity challenge before my mum came back with the new phone - N97 , its not mine
then tried playing with it
it was fun going online with it but still slow , hooked on to the house one , became better then start watching gee , took some pictures of my mum , which my mum got angry , deleted it then continued to play then suddenly something happen

THE WHOLE SCREEN WENT OFF WHEN I TURNED MY EYES TO THE COM
and by the time i tried to save it , it off by itself

My sister was laughing at my skills at destroying phones and everything like thatthen i was like panicking and everything like that
End up my mum said it was just the lack of battery that was why that happen , stupid phones , FREAKING DUMB NOT SMART AT ALL !!!!!!!!!!
COmputers are more RELIABLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next time i want to buy a HTC instead of Nokia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just chat with Sam , didnt want to change the link name , made her angry then she went offline With F lah , F with all of you , hope i quote correctly

I think i am going to change it to make her stop being angry with me

Anyway talked about SNSD on facebook with Jessie and chiu choo , all experts
i am not a expert , ME NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But the girls in Snsd Are really pretty
Stay tune to find out more !!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd post after Eoy Exams

2009-10-16T19:00:00.002+08:00

Feeling bored at around 4+ then tried to call Jin li and sam to ease the boredom but Jin li message and inform me they were watching a movie , afterwhich the movie was actually 500 days of summer , really dont bother to give a damn. stayed at home and slack like hell then after that i feel like hyung don

the chubby one is him

Spend the whole afternoon on INFINITY CHALLENGE AND KOREAN DRAMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INFINITY CHALLENGE AND SNSD

THe original

THe INFINITY CHALLENGE VERSION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS A PARODY

I NOW ANNOUNCE THE SONG OF THE DAY !

GEE

SNSD HAS PRETTY GIRLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tiffany

and Taeyeon

Pretty GIRLS !!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK going crazy about pretty girls

anyway the INFINITY CHALLENGE IS FREAKING HILARIOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALWAYS LIKE HYUNG DON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Second post after Eoy

2009-10-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

A video clip i found on youtube on tiffany and taeyeon !
They sang a duet for Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

This is the song of the day :

Of course their singing skills and pronounciation is as good but they did a good job , this is the original

This is a one singer so u cant here the duet part but here is a link for your to check out how a duet should be sung

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-NnWHOUuKw

Ok that is it for today !

First Post right after EOYS

2009-10-15T18:34:00.002+08:00

YAY! At lastt , NO MORE EXAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been watching We Got Married On the net since i cam e back plus alittle runescape
I MUST STOP WATCHING TAE YEON I MUST STOP WATCHING KOREAN DRAMAS I MUST STOP WATCHING INFINITY CHALLENGE AND LAUGH MY HEAD OFF

ok after this i am going to continue my marathon for korean drama.

haha ok seriously korean dramas are quite good especially WGM !
now i sound like the dbsk girls in our class , no offence to anybody but thats it
anyway i think i will post everyday after this so it will be like a string of the posts coming back from the Long awaited GRAVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK i am going off to continue my korean drama
so see your folks

Feelings

2009-07-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

HE walks the aisle. Hands in his pockets, head facing downwards. His heart aches everytime her face flahes in his mind. His heart bleeds when her eyes flashed in his mind. His mind cripples when he sees her. Je walks the aisle with tears welled up in his eyes.

Play Diary

2009-07-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

Its almost a month for my second diary post for my play.

Most of the peoples' position are all fixed and most of my members are starting to prepare for the actual work. Had some time with them. Expect their work to be in !

Costume Manager : Chiu choo
Not really sure why i chose her but i think that work will be presented and done.

Music " : Jing Ni

I have a strong feeling that as the BIG SIS in the grp all will be fine and work is more or less expected.

Props " : Zara

Her art is good and most people are willing to listen to her or at least she will nag until you listen to her. She tried to used that method to accept on of her methods but not really useful to me. Anyway since most of them are in props so its a real important job. * Cross Fingers *

Technical " : Manpreet

Another one man show or in her case one woman show. i had to split the sound and technical due to some man or in our grp WOMEN shortage !

Things are settled and most of them agreed to hand in their designated work by tuesday , another day of torture for me at least by donovan !!!!!!!!!!

I shall leave the post till here !

Adieus !

Disaster ... Memories ...

2009-06-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

Tired ... Exhausted ... i am still exhausted even after the council camp a few days ago. COuncil camp was pretty fun . lots of jokes and laughter. we came in the morning split into grps . My facililator was NUTS! So i go around and said , i am a squirrel and i am going crazy over nuts ! Anyway , we settled down. my grp members were Janziel the girl who usually quarrels with me , Ayu the very fanatic one , Aaron the mature and guru on ...... read on to find out , shao qi the red , panting and breathless TEDDY! , Rachel the very quiet girl and the one whom the facilitators called my first wife , jokingly and sparingly , the admirers of the above this is all just a joke i dont want to be the target of ur weapon.i heard rachel is hot stock , Some sec one girls : Valerie and Hwee ling and some girl which name i didnt grasp.

We sat in a circle and then we reshuffled bcos all of the sec twos sit together and sec ones huddled together with the exception of teddy of course. so we were sitting in a form - sec one sec two and so on , i am guessing u get the idea.

So we talked abt the name we want for the grp , we wanted intergrity due to the the syllable but it was taken , so we asked for healthy and it was taken again so in the end we were left with responsible.We then talked abt the cheer we were supposed to put up a cheer in front of the whole council at night during the BIG and GRAND gala night. As u have guessed we sucked at it.

So we started our march but before that we settled together with all the grps for a brief. They told us we were be going to sembawang park but before that we were stop at sheng siong for some items. Then the other facilators started to laugh and do the INFAMOUS pat on the chest sign ... we were like laughing our heads of too.

So we walked to sheng siong and then they gave us ten minutes. i bought PRINGLES with rachel , that reminds me that i havent paid her for the extra she gave. i shall make a note here : NOTE ! KQC U BETTER RETURN RACHEL MONEY OR THEN HER ADMIRERS WILL COME AND HOUND U DOWN !

Then we start walking. Here comes the alittle boring part...... Me and rachel partnered and we walked . So we started talking and chatting. Then we talked abt our houses , she lives opp. to mine so when we reached our bus stops we were saying that we shld go back and rest. Ok admirers of rachel please dont get jealous we are just living opp. blocks and its nothing much except for friends.

then we talked alot on the way . when we reached my legs almost died although i said i was fine. so they pooled us in let us have a toilet break before asking us to settle down. THEY TOLD US THAT WE ARE GOING TO COOK OUR OWN LUNCH ! i was like huh ?!
i can tell you that the food we cook might be edible but not the food you want to eat. So after they cooked finish and Mr. Chia came and have a look . we started digging in ok all except me and rachel . all of the others form a circle and started digging in. rachel and i just stood outside the circle waiting for them to give us some space. but nope so i get some cups and a pair of chopsticks from the menacing intergrity facilator. then i gave one of the cups to rachel and we stole the Dessert away - the cocktail. we ate and i spilled some one my shirt .It was great as we were starving.the mee was alittle uncooled but come on its edible !

Then we had our amazing race , i snacked on some chips. Rachel went crazy over some private housing. We did only 3and a half stations before heading back due to some time constraint .

We walked back to school and some of the facilitators that were walking with us called rachel my first wife and ariel my second wife.....as a joke then my sis heard the joke abt the second wife thingy then she went crazy and ask ariel to think abt it ..... ariel was like ......... shcoked and blah blah .

when we reached we were like ravenous wolves ....
then mrs rupesh siad there was a rule, all of us must have our food and seated before we can start eating. our group was the third to get our food and we were famished. they forced us to do some makan cheer while there was an opposing cheer.

We had some games and lots of fun. i had to blow up a beach ball with fion.

then we cruise back all tired.

Day One

2009-05-18T13:08:00.002+08:00

This is the first day of the start of the freaking lit productions. Wait actually the second day but come on i am lazy so today is the official day i am starting. I searched high and low just for the book. So its a freaking bad start. the whole house is now like a rubbish bcos of me but no worries the maids will take care of it.

I have start reading the Macbeth. My job for now is to start weaving the story out and present the idea. i know it sounds boring but come on its the beginning and all beginnings suck!

I have picked out the first and third scene , omitted the second scene before calling Jin Li only to find out she is at ChongPang.

Yesterday was the day we decide to split the workload. Jin Li will take up the responsibilty of getting talents while Samantha will assist her. Negotiation with the other groups is a must and i make sure that Jin Li got the idea of Sam not going. If Sam Goes , ... just use ur imagination.

Our group may suck a little but we shall make sure we strive for our very best and help every actor to perform their very best on the stage.

Ok thats all FOLKS !
Gtg finish scanning in the book and also to finish reading the book and digesting.
ARGH! that really whets my appetite.

Cheers!

Ps : might be changing blogskin after this post .

Reviving BLOG POST !

2009-04-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

YAY ! I AM TRyiNG TO scan in some stuff to put in on the blog !

thesis two

2009-02-21T22:05:00.002+08:00

people feel their mind with work and not silence bcos they avoid feelings they avoid the loneliness of silence they relate the silence as death.

dying is a matter of happiness or sadness. its just a point of view

Illness may seem to be a bad thing but look at the bright side u have time to live with pain

i must seen to must tuesday with morrie.

dead .....

2009-02-13T20:41:00.002+08:00

u know the caption for this post might make cass rejoice but guess wat i am still alive and i am still kicking. i change the whole layout and had some laziness with the layout as u can see very little links and all my laziness is shown ....... and bcos CASSANDRA FROM OPSS 2A2 wanted me to add her so i just went with her idea. Feeling tired so i shall turn in early for tml have guitar and i heard from chen qiang that we are getting our syf and i am not a bit of excited.

A little comforting news...

2009-01-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

Cny comes and pasts like wind , fast but u can feel its movement although you are reluctant to let it go , it still went on without you. that reminds me of Time waits for no man.
Cny eve
I seriously didnt know how to play the pieces but i just fakesd and its not important , the important part is the latter part. i wanted to head to macs bcos i wasnt in uniform but i changed my mind about it and i went back to Northland. I had lunch with an old classmate and i found out how relax i am. Our scholl periods are only 35mins while theirs are 1 whole hour. A solid hour is alot ! They have triple science while we only have combined science ... i am so ashamed of my self.
At 1.30 , i went into the school and saw Mr Rajan- actually i searched for him but lets skip that part eh ? I had a good talk with him and i felt better and i felt that it was not just a teacher to student kind of talk but a old friend kind of attitude. he was a teacher who makes me feel great after the battered days. i am so fortunate to be taught by him , to learn from him and to recieve knowledge from him.
its not the benefits that i crave for but the caring attitude he gives to every student of his and every person he talks to . he makes me feel loved and warm.
ok so feeling good , i headed home then i realise that i left my uniform at school. the lazy me , just didnt went back to take. i was a little ashamed.
During chinese new year, lots of celebrations were held and i get a fair amount of angpows .
Reminder: angpows are not about the money but the blessing the old has give or bestow you .
My tuition teacher came and we had steamboat, fishly good.
then on the second day of cny i had to rushed the liteature project bocs someone did something and the whole project crashed , i had to use one can of coke to finish it
p.s : coke is an engery drink for me , please do not try this at home, if injuries are caused they will not be related to me watsoever.
The next day was the fate and i think that the project presentaion went pretty well. at least thats what i thought.
Guitar training on wednesday was ainful , tiring and exhausting ...........
i think that is all .....................
ok i am going off the page and i wish that all of you have a wonderful ahead and may ur dreams come true.

Short Sweet and cut ....

2009-01-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

ok this post all abt being philosophical and also abt my project.

ok the philosophy part ,

Everybody thinks that they are independent one way or another but i think that they are wrong.... in a way people must relies on somebody else ... u cant keep things to urslef forever .......
Have u actually notice this ?
when u are a toddler , u copy watever ur family does. So sometimes even the dirty habits are from ur family and so dont say i didnt warn u , when u scold ur sibling ur scolding ur self indirectly!
Then when u go to primary sch , ur teacher is the attention of ur life , whenever u say something u will always say that ur teacher told u this and that .... chatting non -stop to your parents abt ur teacher and wat u learn in sch
ok when u grow sightly older, when ur in secondary sch , u tend to be in league with ur friends . My friends here , my fiends there ......
So even in the work force u will still rely on ur friends but not that much but this a certain amt there .
so this is my philosophical thought for the week ....

Nxt on the list is project work ....
One word to describe..... taxing .....
I am always wondering wat the heck is in peoples brain
they have to make things so naggie when i can shorten it and still maintain the idea with just a few letters words sentence ?
seriously its like trying to touch ur nose from the back of ur head ? its so damn frustrating eh ? but wat i am trying to say is , i just love clean cut and short ....
Now i shall end here with a Big Hug! and A FRIENDLY HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR !

Vexed ....

2009-01-11T11:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry , readers ... i am going to try to get a new blog skin and fix it up as soon as possible .... if i can keep up with daily work and everything ....... but anyway i am so damn vexed abt sch and homework and guitar .......going to go crazy if i don't start coping with them .........anyway i still post whenever i feel like ...... not a daily basis though ........
But anyway toodles and have a nice and wonderful day !

Sorry!

2009-01-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

I am seriously dead beat and highly repulsive to the homework i am given ! The whole orientation for the Sec 1 Officially ends today so no more skipping lessons. there is a slight happiness and a slight disapproval. for happy its bcos i want to meet the teachers and i dont like to be behind my classmates for the curriculum. the sad part is i dont want to go back to reailty even though its less tiring....... shouting at those sec ones really kills my voice.... almost dead .....

the sec ones are friendly in the sense that some of them still makes ur day better while the others doesnt have much enthusiatic and apparently theuy dont understand instructions. But i shall keep the grudges and every displease to myself.

i really have no determination to practise ..... i am so lazy .... i want to sleep and stop sch and blahhh .... please bear with my nagging...... what else can i do .... this is still my ranting ground eh ?

Interesting fact : The best human body shape is according to this ratio , 1: 0.618

Humans usually try to use this ratio to create "PREFECT" human sculptures

Caged bird ....

2008-12-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hi zombies and spiders who are built on this blog .... i would like to say ... GET UR DAMN BUTT OUT OF HERE! i need space to post right ......

Before i start the post and my lengthy speech , i would like to say an advanced MERRY CHRISTMAS ! Er.... My family is more of the chinese type so we dont really celebrate Christmas ..... but anyway i am going to my tutor's house for christmas party .

School is starting and everyting is in a chaos ....... especially my brain ... if u hear carefully u can hear my brain screaming Stop thinking of runescape and get to ur work ! NOW!

Anyway sch is starting and i usully get the worst jobs in council .... no recess for a term ... terrible....... totally terrible .......

My eye is totally swollen and i hope that it sotops that bcos naggings come in like almost day and night from my mum .... i have to go like to the polyclincic to shut her mouth ..... haiz i am so damn caged at home ... i want to sleep .... very sleepy

just one more lvl to 70cooking lvl ....... i must strive to get a perfect look before sch reopens ........ i am totally sick .......

Music Review One .....

2008-12-07T10:33:00.002+08:00

Hi ..... guess what ? ok i shall stop tensing all of you .... i am going to do a music video review completely Mutton's style criticism .

ok the song would be ....... Because of you by NE-Yo

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

The lyrics and my own sarcasim in brackets :

Want to, but I can’t help it ( so u no strength is it then take the walnut one lah)
I love the way it feels,(dUh! of course good lah ! a pretty lady wants you of course nice lah)
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real(Ya lor so much like fantasy but u can pinch yourself to see whether real anot lah)
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t ( Huh? Eh ! can speak simple anot , i dont really understand you know .....)
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't ( so are u going to stop anot ?)

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it( then, how ? got problem then dont solve then of course slack lah)
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it( sounds like cigarette addiction)
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true ( Huh ? the addcition is really ahhhh! aiyo! U have my sympathy !)
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you (Wah piang ! this one is womanizer !)
I can barely move but I like it ( paralyze liao )

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X] ( aiyo ! the girl beat one ahhhh !)
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug ( aiyo ! drug ahhh illegal u know ! )

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second ( aiyo! drug addiction every second somemore )
I can't get nothing done, (duh ! the drug harm ur brain Mah )
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some ( thik of drug too much liao until go bonkers)
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave ( the drug addciton not so eay to kick one lah)_

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it ( drug addict problem right ? go and see doctor lah )
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it ( eh u want to quit anot ?)
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true( eh make u stupid fickled mind lah )
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you ( cupid arrow to deep liao le lah )
I can barely move but I like it ( wah piang ! the arrow wound is numb liao )

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X] ( ya lor bcos u shoot arrow mah )
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug ( aiyo ! the drug take effect liao , only can go rehabillation )

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X] ( aiyo ! the brain nerves all hey wire liao )
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you, ( aiyo the girl bad seh ! give drug to the boy !)
Never get enough ( ya lor the drug every time get police confiscate mah )
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug ( concain or Kit kat ? )

Novel 1 Part 1 (Chinese version)

2008-12-03T09:55:00.002+08:00

故事一第一章华文版

There might be a slight variation due to the lack of knowledge of the author. Sorry for any inconvenience .

故事内容会与英文版稍有不同因作者的表达能力不足。若又不便，请多多包涵。

铃！大钟响了！她把头稍微的抬了一下，睡眼惺忪的望着时钟但映入眼帘的是迟到的象征。她从沙发跳了起来。她冲进了冲凉房里，洗了脸就急忙忙的跑出来。再跑的过程，搞了一堆子的祸。她随手捡了一把梳子，从额头梳起。梳她那滑嫩和亮丽的乌发。她走到化妆桌前用手把化妆用品随手扫进了手提包。她穿上了早已预备好的衣裳和裙子才匆匆忙忙地走到家门。她随手从鞋橱拿了一双高崖与美观的高跟鞋。她轻轻的把高跟鞋给穿上才前往目的地。

续。

Just a moment .....

2008-12-03T09:54:00.000+08:00

Err..... the chinese version will be coming out so just anticipate it ! ............... i know lame right .......... haiz ...............

Novel 1 Part 1

2008-12-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

Dong! The grandfather clock strike. She raised her head from her cushion and glanced at the clock with her droopy eyes . Suddenly ,she leapt up. She was late for her date! She rushed into the bathroom and washed her face. She rushed out of the bathroom making a mess on her way out like a sand devil. She grabbed a comb and brush her silky black hair in front of the mirror. She swept all the comsemetics on her dressing table into her bag and clasp it up .
She wore a dress that she had before-hand prepared. she rushed towards her door, picked up an elegant high heel fit it into her petite feet before rushing towards the destination.

TO be continued............

Privatise in few moments

2008-12-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

just a few more days before i officially stop public viewers from viewing ......
i know lame right ......

Going to have a morning run later ......
not anticipating it at all

School is going to start soon ......

dreading ......

feeling mixed
hate school but lov school toooooo ...............

thats totally mixed

haiz .........

trying to lengthen my post ...............

ok gtg sleep so bye ................

An end sparks a new begining

2008-12-01T10:44:00.002+08:00

Its going to be the end of the year already! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Grab the homework rush through It ! &*^&*%&^$%#&*$()#*%**(&^*)(*E)%*()#$&%*(#&%^ Oh sorry ...... just doing my homework ! lots of things to be done and blah blah and yakity yak ! So this may conclude the last public post bcos starting from this post my blog will be privately kept so those who want to read my blog has to be invited !

Blog is dead Terribly dead !

2008-11-29T13:01:00.001+08:00

Haiz maybe i shld stop this blog !
Maybe !

Mixed feelings And u can bet ur life on it !

2008-11-23T12:36:00.002+08:00

Sorry ! I haven't been diligently updating my blog like Jin Li and some other freak so here i am trying to update the unalive blog ! Trying t do CPR for it ! 1-2-3 2-2-3 3-2-3 4-2-3 ! OH god why do u have to bring him away ! Why do u have to favor him so much ! OH God ! Take me instead don't take Him ! * blog miraculously wakes up and descent back upon the big green land which i called my home wait junkyard wait sorry my small little earth wait maybe the small little Singapore wait maybe even something smaller my house ! ok so lets get back on track ! ok this few weeks at home is really driving me crazy and guess what i have been trying to get into the virtual world- runescape but i feel like an ass ....... anyway SAM ! take back ur words ! I am definitely not a noob ! i am almost near ur skills ! so u watch out and take that back from me ! i have a higher fire making , woodcutting , crafting and smithing ! just wait sam ! i will catch up !

OK ! so one of my stupid com actually is spoiled so i just have to snatch and share with my sis! Haiz ! ARRRRGGGGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! LIfe sucks more now ! ANYWAY I WAS Awake for the past few days till 2-3 am in the stupid morning !

Anyway i will be going for councillor gathering ! i am so anticipating it !

and maybe i am going to change my blog skin !

posting time !

2008-11-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

a just awhile before i post but i decide to post again ! i cant hear the claps but i can hear the cheers ! mmmm .............. i know lame !!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway holidays are dragging my time slowly .............. so slowly soo soooo bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i going cuckoo le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway had guitar on monday and it was great ! played some criticism on cass and i was teasing heyu with zach ! inside joke anyway going to play bass for gong xi gong xi and chords for da di hui chun ! chords make my little fingers every painful ! sucking them now ! ...............................................

Gotcha ! joking ! haha learn it from the penguins from Madagascar ! anyway i went to a barbecue party on Saturday or Sunday i forgot le but no pretty girl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not fun at all and totally hot lor but the barbecue food was ok only but the party was averagely good !

ok i want to sleep le !

Pain.... bored..... comics ...... anime...... stress..........

2008-11-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

Haiz...... long time no post already so i decide to post ! have been playing runescape these couple of weeks and as far as i can say i am totally not progressing ! i am totally slacking from everything ! i am a total slacker ! ok one more week before i will start tackling my books and make lots of notes ! and i am gonna make my position in class rise from rags to riches !

i have been going to guitar and i can say i am only progressing like a snail ! i am taking chords for one chinese new year and bass for another .......... must totally stop my slacking lor bcos if slack somemore Mr chua will skin me alive ! haiz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid naruto take so long to come out ! the anime also so damn slow lor !!! and also the hot shot is so slow every monday come out ! Yay small piggy learnt new skilll (those who understand the show lah)

i play guitar my hand all become swollen one so painful ! must persuade my mum to pay for a new strings and these time plastic ones !!!!!!!!!!!!!! So damn painful lor!

ok i go sleep le before my father wakes up to scold me !

Bye ! toodles ! and may everyone have a totally good day ! if its night then have a good note and have very sweet dreams !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just a snapping out ........

2008-10-28T12:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the previous blog just for me to slap myself out of things !!!!!!!

Jinli and sam dont freak out after seeing the previous post . i am fine ok !

Regrets, lovebites and many more blahs .... i am a bore

2008-10-28T12:17:00.002+08:00

i am just a failure isnt it .... AHHHHHH ! i can even hear the cheers of public when i say that ...... i am just a stupid , dumb , green , freak , monster , total failure , crap and many more downright pulls .... i am just a failure nothing more can change it .... haiz i can fail in all subjects and even the distance from me and her is like 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000* the distance from earth to Pluto ...... i such a failure , a total failure................. she can make me pull down my confidence with one stupid *toot* stare i cant even make her waver .... not even an inch ...... AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *slap* *Slap* *Slap* wake up ! U DO NOT NEED HER SHE IS NOTHING NOTHING I REPEAT NOTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE CANNOT WAVER U CANNOT WAKE UP U BLOODY SICKENING ASSHOLE !!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP THE Stupid IDEA!!!!!!!!! U CAN LIVE WITHOUT HER SHE IS NOTHING U ARE GREAT U ARE GOING TO BE THE NEXT BEST PHILOSOPHER Standing ON THE TOP SHOWS AND EVen HAviNG YOUR OWN TALK SHOW U STUPID IDIOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOPE ! SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I CAN GO CRAZY AbT HER AND SHE Can just kill me , my heart , now my heart is numb numb like a dead person .....so numb that is already half dead .... its filled with spears .... shot from her eyes .... her terrifying her eyes ...... that black shimmering eyes are blank and emotionless .... killing me straight into the heart ...making me nothing but a stranger to her making me so numb t feelings and even making me into a monster........ making me go in studies and just read .... read and read and read making me go crazy with each page bcos i just cant control ...............

U IDIOT !!!!!!!!!!! U dont have to control to feel human and be existence in this world she is just nothing if she give you that kind of eyes then just stop ........... isnt it a stopping line for you ? cant u just bloody stop u moron u8 idiot ............................................. come on just sanp out of it ....... U CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!! U WILLLL BE THOUSAND TIMES BETTER THAN HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u KNOW U CAN DO IT !!!!!!!!!

Useless...

2008-10-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

I am feeling very useless.... ok the title shows it all ....

i just cant stop

cant stop thinking for others.....

cant i be alittle selfish ?

just alittle at least ....

stop feeling a little guilty because i didnt go early to open the door

i see my classmates waiting at the door getting tired with my lateness......

i feel so .....

a feeling i cant describe

maybe sour would fit......

why?

why cant i just be a stpid bad boy ......

maybe i am not maybe i am just a person who has no existence on this magnificent surface of the earth..........

feeling so tired of my self

not able to stop feeling guilty

ahhhhhhh!

For your freaking info this is just a stupid kind of notice to slap my self awake .....

Thesis 1

2008-10-10T19:21:00.003+08:00

F.Y.I : You can read these post and my other thesis after these one if u like no forcing .....

Topic : Death

Whenever people talk about death they feel uncomfotable so those who feel uncomfortable may stop reading ...

OK i shall go . Death what is death. For some people the take it as a relieve of stress or pain. Some take it as a taboo and forbid the word out of their lives and try not to think about it.When some people die they have funerals. Nice ,pretty some even spectaucular. i have heard this sentence before i think in one of the movies i have watch . In shakespear stories, there is lots of fabulous and wonderful use of lanuage but when he wants to end a character he only uses this magical words. He died. These two words are a great impact and of great influence. they are simple but powerful. death is saddening but a sacred kind of thing. it marks the end of a person and it also marks a start of life.

when i say it marks a persons's end and it also marks a person's start it really is a beginning from an end.when somebody dies, another lives. A life cycle that is always balance.For e.g. a person dies from a car crash. Parents, family , friends relatives and more becomes sad. then the wife the person suddenly found out that she is pregnant and when the new-born is born it brings joy. Joy to the world so in the end there is always a balance.

i think i will end here ... until i have somethink to add on........

Loveless ......

2008-10-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

Loveless .....

This is one of the songs that i listen when i am feeling down or just feeling not being love ...............

There you go :

Happy Listening !

and when i am feeling lonely :

Happy Listening too .....

and when i am feeling love sick :

Not gonna move as u have stole my heart .....

When i want to escape :

and if u cant sop loving these songs these would really be nice too :

Sorry to the non- chinese as some are chinese songs but of course i got some showcase to make up ....

Love song no. 1:

Love song no. 2 :

And for people who just hate life :

Happy crying with the song .......
Haha making up for the last few weeks .........

Happy and Alittle worried lets see ... Hey it forms a mixed feeling !

2008-10-09T10:25:00.004+08:00

Known to many exams are really over ! Its like once the teacher actually say Ur are dismissed .... then it forms a bell to notify us that the exam is over then a surge of happiness just pops up and all of us would just basically shout with joy or maybe jeer ......
Life is just so wonderful. U either have the happiness and lose it later or have the bitter part then the happy part .....
Ok i know i start to talk like a old nagging hag .... blah blah .....

i feel so stupid that i would ask for a refund for a jigsaw puzzle.

i havent been diligently updating my stupid posts .... feeling guilty ......
actually i am always watching naruto .... blame the stupid productors ... making the story line so intriguing making me want to watch then forget all abt blogging but anyway i rock and theres a stupid idiot who apparently doesnt know how to spell F***
sorry ... i i dont feel like spelling the word this person just sucks lah .. He/ She cant even spell F*** and so He / She is a stupid, not very smart , intelligent challenge and also is and asshole ... i just hope the insult would get into the brain of His / Her brain and stay right there dont move and let him understand and comprenhend the stupid things that he or she has done to get and insult like that.

Ok now lets stop talk talking about that stupid *Toot* apparently i am refraining from using foul lanuage as i want to feep my blog as clean as possible even though ur have acknowledge that my blog might have some foul language or some *toot*.

Ok so this few weeks i am so damn bored.... i only went out on tuesday to study with germaine and yue ting thats all ... feeling pathetic ......

I have got a very bad feeling on my results might fail man ...... haiz what to do stupid mahh ..................

ok anyway To my blog : Happy 20th post .....
alittle bit late better than nothing ..........
ok gtg ..... Bye .....

Pathetic.... Sleepy .... Moodless

2008-09-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry.... Not feeling the urge to post the last few weeks and having the feel to procrastinate .... End result ... unattended blog and posts .... I am so sorry for not posting up anything .... really sorry .....

Anyway the EOYs are coming .... deciding whether to really push myself forward a not ?
Haiz but this few days i keep on staying back at sch to do art .... end products : Just Sucks .....

I have improve quite a bit but i fail a subject which is ART ! Ahhhh !!!! but anyway ..... nvm ..... I will buck up...... Having lots of thoughts and lots of things have happen u know ...... just not going to talk abt it now ..... or maybe not gonna telll ........ OK i think i am done ....
But anyway Bye .....

Nags ....

2008-08-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

People nag me to post to update you know and maybe more things ....

But anyway lets clear the nags away ....

School

28 August 2008

Yay! Fun is in the air ... stayed back after school and saw gangan rehearsal for his dance fight with sis wait is it on 26 ?and blah blah ...
Conclusion : School Rocks! Class Rocks ! and of course council rocks !

29 August 2008
Celebrate Teachers' day ! escorted miss tan our class sci teacher and had fun ....
ate good cake ! zheng yu help me praise the baker who bake the cake ....
Good cake! i really like the cake .....
Then later , when back to Northland ..... fond memories come back .... some to be suppressed some to be let out ......
talk to my god big sis ... i like her a lot (hey Hey dont think haywire arhhh )found out she became emo further which really creeps me out .... but i really miss her ....
she is the best lor ....

then when i went into the school ... i went to get food ! big glutton and i actually ate two bowls ... so small ..... ate lots miss the food there ..... went to see myu teachers .... i miss all of them .... but mr rajan wasnt there .... so i go find mrs lim ..... she becomes more mother like .... really miss her ... i feel like crying .....
met her .... saw her emotionless eyes.... became more guilty and anyway stay out of my business ... Off Limits .... Off limits i repeat OFF LIMITS !

i want to see mr rajan ... miss him terribly .... i really miss him .... boo hoo .... and anyway 6g may have an end of year gathering .... muahahaha so excited ............... whooo hoooooo

U steal my breath so fast that u make me a zombie , a curse that u can lift only .....

Thinking....

2008-08-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

Yo dudes and maybe dudettes ... feeling sick now having some cough and something like that you know monsoon season just sucks bcos the virus is in the air but there is a good side you dont have to use the air con as it is very cooling... now back to topic ... i seriously want to avoid making the music teacher angry man ... she gets angry at everything lah ... scary .... but anyway i today slack whole day i pity my homework lah
being neglected sucks i think .... talk to Jin Li abt philo but in the end i go sleep early not able to ans her question ..... Like what she had ask ... what comes after death ... ok let me ask you ... what is the death rate per second ... ok even if you didnt know like ME lets make a guess .... lets say one person in the world somehow or rather die every second sounds terrifying right but maybe thats the eternal truth for now ... now if life becomes death then wat becomes of death ... ok then lets look at another angle ... how many babies are born into the world every second ? ok lets make another guess ... lets say one then the whole worlds population will still remain the same but lets make another statement ...

if the person died because he is executed bcos of some crime the the world becomes a better place isnt it ? then at that second the son of the being executed realised the truth and vowed notto do any evil and he did not so the world becomes better isnt it ? so the baby which was born into the world becomes good too then the world becomes a better place for us to live in isnt it ? so the cause of a death may touch more life then more than you can imagine ... so u see if you touch people's life they touch other people's life then the whole world becomes a better place to live in isnt it so campaigns like pay it foward is a very meaningful project ... by helping people you are helping yourself ..... but of course if you make a mistake you must recitfy your mistakes and teach people not to make the mistakes too allowed that mistakes to be known and teach people ways to not make that mistakes or even if they make it tell others their experience and ask them to not follow their footsteps if possible .... so in the words helping is helping yourself in one way or another ....
Please take note ... this is another of my works so dont go and take part of the pay it foward project if you dont like it its your choice ........

blabbering ....

2008-08-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

sorry for my previous post just needed a place to vent my feelings and thoughts and its not even a little bit of my thoughts but anyway lets abt plans hmmm......

i have a piano practical exam on Friday 22 / 08 so i may have to skip some classes hey wait but friday we will be let off early but i may have to skip guitar ...
have to go prepare letter .....

this few days things are going better ... stupid miss su ... talk talk talk talk talk talk talk and talk some more then actually i got do lit one then no lit period bcos she talk talk talk and yak ..... then in the end no lit period ... i sacrificed my time and sleep for it .... ahhhh why i so stupid but at least dont have to do on monday dont need to choing .... hahaha

ok i go sleep le bbb
wish me good luck

Waiting forever.....

2008-08-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

Have you ever love someone .... someone whom you know ... someone who you wish to be with everyday ... every hour and maybe every second if she/he doesnt mind going to the toilet everyday with you or bath with you lar but the idea is you wish to be with him/her every time. i would like to emphasize here to ask my readers not to think haywire ok.... cases are common with me ....

ok the idea here is to focus on who you really love not the chaser or admirers it is all ablout you and heart .... cut out the interference for e.g. your friends who kid about you and another boy or girl..... you know those things that really corrupt your mind.... you know things one step at a time enjoy the love.... love is in the air ... savour it like good coffee or chocolate .... you know those kind of feelings..... i know that these isnt a stuff that i should talk abt you know things that are beyond control .... things that you will understand after you are in love and you know things that you should never do so you know keep your mouth shut tell no one who you admireer or something like that as you would really regret it even during T & D you know they ask things ..... private ... keep it always in your heart .......

Rain ... Rain ... Rain....

2008-08-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

Many people will know why when they went out or they are in- charge of brinigng the clotes in when it rains.... Today was somehow a big day for me.... i peformed at nee soon south cc.... at first we were notified that we were the second group to perform then the teacher in charge came and tell us that we were reschduled to the first group to perform. all of us were totally schocked but mdm wong tell us the good points but in the end i regretted it anyway bcs i missed sec 1 's dance performance toooo bad lor then rain here rain there then i eat at buddy hoagies then i remember smthg but not gonna tell you ... stunned to see the both Ju s' there .... but anyway lots of my friends were there to support me and it was great thanks dudes or peeps if u prefer ......

played the whole day and i chatted online with eve and jin li ... and if u did read jin li's blog before my u would know that we talked abt philoshy and u would think damn boring lah ... but have u really thought wat philoshy is abt ? but anyway i played some games had some food and drinks blah blah then now i am here writing this at around 12 midnight ... creepy.... my mum told me abt the midnight ghost when i was six and i am alittle scared ...
Mummy !!!!!
jkjk haiz a little lazy tml still got tuition...

Few days , months and weeks

2008-08-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

Before i even start this post i would like to congruatle some people ...

Ho wei er

Being a councillor after so many years in school somebody spotted her potential !

Lee G. Jig ( hope i spelled it correctly !)

For having a new blog and not telling me joking ....
This is his url : http://stranger273.blogspot.com/

ok lets start this post officially....
Talking abt Jig reminds me of a korean radio braodcaster who greets everybody who is listening to the station a great good morning .

So lets mimick him !

HELLO ! Everyone ! thanks for viewing and taking time out to read my long post or essays !

Lets talk abt school as it takes up 1/3 of my day ....

School

NEw teachers arrving .....

*MUSIC teacher
She is almost as tall as me .......
she doesnt speak though ......
so i conclude that she uisnt friendly ( that is for now )

*Art teacher
Nice lady
she is getting married new year
currently engaged
teaches very well
helps me alot
hmmm......

*History teacher
barely hear her
i think our sci teacher miss tan can do better than her
dont like her anyway
try to appreciate her

*tests
maths - mdm ng trying to drown us to death with river like homework

Hmt- stupid teacher keep on ask us to do test i kenna scolding for not going

sci pratical - surely mati one !

*peformance
Totally love this part
i am going to perform YAY !

Brain : wah so long how to read finish can cut anot
Me : never mind lah
Brain: anything lor ..........

Technical Problems ...

2008-08-15T20:33:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry for the past few weeks... There is a minor problem in my blog and making it a difficulty for my readers to view my blog. Now i would like to say a big sorry for any inconvenience that i have caused you ... Thank you for your utmost consideration ! i will post as soon as possible ....

Post coming your way read this copy !

2008-08-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hi! i know stupid opening right .... i am just having sometime alone think of life and reading Jin Li 's book - Tuesdays with Morrie .... Lots of thoughts .....
Haiz ok talk abt today .....

School

We were released after some kind of parade and very HIGH singing , totally love the singing part ...
my sis ask me to comment her dance dont ow to ans ... haiz but wat i can say is if eveybody their best its unique forever and will always be remember ....
Yay! released at abt 1010 am so happy ... i cleaned the council room and took the basketball to play after cleaning and sweeping the floors of the council room ...
i feel so proud of myself Muahhaha

Did smthg very secrtive with nic and kkx..... not going to tell you, you nosy parker ...

i went to cchy for the bazzar bcos i went to keep nic accompany but in the end i went around the school find my primary school friends and in the end ...
Jing Yi saw me and started running after me while screamming my name scare me to death .....
Talked to my soulmate in rpimary school,shaun so , and went back home .....

after that i played games with my little bro and sleep ...
i know what u are thinking ...
why u everytime sleep one huh ?
Me: sleepy mah , i am a growing boy i need my sleep.....

ok i think thats all
and anyway i am going to write about ndp and also abt my love for sinagpore muahhaha

Countdown time !
321 happy birthday singapore
*this is just pre countdown .......
haha i siao liao oh shit i am taking a resemblence to Ariel ....
Oh my god.....

Long Time ... No Post ... Sorry ...

2008-08-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry for not posting for a...... brain: very long time .... Me : i know i slow only mah ..... ok back to the topic of being sorry and apologetic and being very guilty for not able to post .... ok too long ...

School
1. Mdm azzah absent for two straight days wee weee!

2.Geo teacher didnt come and i am now cursing not to come to school tml also
Hehe ! (Evil smile) Brain: wipe of that smirk u brainless idiot....

3. Going to have practise or rehersal on wednesday ! nervous .....

4.Mdm Ng laugh scold me bocs i draw wrongly and also bcos dont know how to do i feel very akward but anyway i got finish after school and hand in so proud of myself ... HAHAHA!

5. Chinese Oral ...
I think okok lor not too good bcos focus too much on one subjet then i only got prompt by teacher and teacher one me to stop focusing on one........

CCA

I am going to perform for the passion arte

very nervous going for rehersal tml

HMT(Higher Mother Tongue)

Teacher not coming on thursday ! Three Cheers so dont need go YAY !

MOnday also no school so two down YAY ! Six Cheers !

Next thursday got test boo hooo got five chapter to test on i go siao liao lah ...
haiz....

Teachers

1. New Art teacher okok lor but she treat me very nice .....
IN the sense that whenever i need help she will help me .....

2. New music teacher
Havent know her yet but very scared bcos my council friends say she very idiot lah
i dont know lah but very scared.....

3. History teacher going le very sad....
bcos i luv her and her subject .......
Boo Hoo ! Miss Amu You will always have my support !

4. Miss Suzzane Tan ( Science Teacher )
Stupid lah if i sit behind then i cant hear anything lah she also dont care the behinfd students one lor ..... Talk so softly and also so old and not married ...
Brain: defined term- LKK
if people who dont understand wat is LKK i will be kind and understanding to explain it to you....
Lkk- Lao KOK Kok
it is used to sold people who is old and u hate it/him/her ....

Ok i think i end here lah before people doze off....
i go write my thousand essay on this post to reflect on life, culuture and mistakes ....

Lethargic ... Sleepy ... Feeling Idiotic...

2008-07-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

Tired... Tired... Tired...
I am feeling so tired and feelingso bad...
Why ?
I didnt go for guitar bcos i was at the art room finising my art and Maths hahaha...
My Guilty consience is making noise.....
Haiz this few days my guilty consience is rebelling me making me feel so guilty

Incident1

I saw people copying ting xie i kept my mouth shut feel very guilty.....

Incident 2

I never go for guitar lesson and nxt wk is last rehersal i mati liao.....

I think i end the post abrutly here as i am feeling totally lethargic.....

FOrced PoSt.....

2008-07-21T16:11:00.004+08:00

I am so sorry that i only change after lots of people have change their skin. i didnt had time to change as i was busy preparing my 2d1n trip to Malaysia. The trip was fun, i bought lots of sports shoe and one pair of school shoe. i bought some bags too.... haha but havent take the picture and put it up.... I ate lots of fruits there and got attacked by swarms of houseflies...... lucky i am not durian....( houseflies attacked the durians after we have eaten.... )

Now you should go and rest ur eyes for looking too long at the screen rmb its 15mins ( i thinks its 15) haha

Still wondering why the title is forced ? bcos evelyn- my biggest fan force me to update i very scare she beat me up so have to post and anyway i change my blogskin .....
Indroudcing .... ( DRUMROLL....... )
The spongebob skin ....
I know very small lah ....
bear with it ok ....... ?

Pleasant Dreams....

2008-07-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

I am guessing that lots of people who knows me and is usually by best mates talking abt girls bcos i dont talk abt this with boys.... You are sure knowing what is going on with this title so starting from this point if u dont understand what is a pleasant dream dont go on any further bcos you wont understand.....

Strictly confidential and Private Prohibited to idiots and Act-Smarts.....

1. found out that i have two peasant dreams
2. getting scared of girls
3.Hope that no more will scared me with truth that is totally shocking me.....
4.I am really hope that this will start to stop bcos i know how it feels to be a creator of this dreams.... and i know its totally painful and heartbreaking....
5.I just want to seal myself up waiting to give my all for HER and this is not of ur stupid business .... and dont you dare to interfere.....

And of course dont u dare to cheat me i know that people who had read the prohibited ones are supposed to keep their mouth shut and really tight shut if this ever leaks out i will track each and everyone of you but anyway thanks for supporting my blog

I think my next post would be about school and the 2d1n trip to malaysia during my weekends ... YAY! i am so anticipating this trip...

Bored...Sleepy...Always thinking of a new title...

2008-07-12T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hi... Wrong starting... i know i suck right... Brain: Yup totally some more ... Me: haiz ... Nvm lets talk about school.

Guitar(on almost every Friday...)
We are going to perform at a CC and for idiots its community centre and we are going to perform on august.... feeling nervous and worried what if i cant play well what if people laugh at me haiz... thinking too much Brain: you cant play a complete piece of lover's concerto! Me: but at least i can play the other one.... wats the name again.... brain: i dont remember small details.... Ok nvm .....
Lets move on ....

School life.....(5 days a wk)
i hate school and rain bcos it rain at the wrong time..... my buddy is getting iratted by me.... haiz *going to think of a better way to make her happy* and anyway this stupid rain when i am in school cannot sleepy ... i am so deprived of sleep....

1a1 students....
i hate the science relief teacher i really dont understand her i have to read my textbook all by myself lor stupid teacher i guess i will really fail for science for this time arhh ...... no nononononono

All abt me.....
I am single and unattached if you would like to be my friend call 999 and ask for the sexual harassment department and ask for Ji Ko Pei
Just for laughs till nxt time ......

Hmmm..... lost of words getting bored of myself

2008-07-05T20:25:00.005+08:00

I once heard this from a philosopher. She said that people often thinks that they know themselves while it is actually other peoples' opinion to you and usually its negative and the most difficult person to understand is yourself .... Never mind about that if you don't understand.

Test:

Somebody viciously wants me to write a test about myself on my blog and i must choose a few to carry on this test so here i go:

1.At what age would like to get married
Ans: me....*shy* i think after 30 i guess but if i have one night stands maybe it will be nearer than i guess.

2.Study hard or Play hard?
Ans: honest opinion i would say play hard and study if i like the teacher.

3.Who is the person who you trust the most ?
Ans: Me, I and myself

4.Why do you think that you don't have any confidence ?
Ans: i think that i don't take the initiative.

5.If you have a dream come true, what would you like it to be ?
Ans: i am not telling you ,Nosy Parker

6.What is your idea of a bf or gf and for my case is surely a gf.
Ans: I would really say she must be smarter than me she has courage like me and she is of course quiet as i will do all the talking hahaha..... joking

7.What is your goal for this year?
Ans : i have no goals i am not a footballer you know......

8.Do you believe in eternal love?
Ans: Maybe if i am in love. i have certainly no idea on how love taste like.... sweet sour bitter ?

9.If you have to spend all the time in the world with no money, what would you do ?
Ans: Understand the world and the culture ... i sound like a historian don't i haiz ....

10.If time were to unwind , what would you change?
Ans : i would not go back into time as it has bitter meomries for me .....On we go
Brain: How many more?
Me : 10 more......

11.Which of time made you want to break down.
Ans: Lots

12.What feeling made you feel the worst?
Ans : some

13.Do you cherish the friendships you have ?
Ans:* bugs bunny voice* what do you think , doc ?

14.Do you believe love at first sight?
Ans: nope, don't you think bickering couples end up together ?

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
Ans: others

16.Who do you want to be behind you?
Ans: I would really say everyone .....

17.People who are gonna hate you ?
Ans: i really don't understand this question......

18.Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words?
Ans: do you mean all ? i would have to write like an essay to finish.....

19.How many percent do you think you are in front of your friends?
Ans: i would really say 50%
yes i am near to the last question almost ending .....
brain : Yay! *pull poppers*

20.Would you judge an adversary you do not know well ?
Ans: Maybe but they must be opposite of your character to be your adversary.......

Dear all i would really want to make a list of victims but i feel that this takes up alot of time and those who doesnt want to take up the test and write your answers ypu are now given a forked choice:
1.Do the test
2.Read my test have a laugh and pat pat your butt and take that nothing happen....

But i hope that you would choose the first but i am bot forcing either of you...

Change of Blogskin.....

2008-07-05T16:12:00.004+08:00

I just change my blog skin from L- Deathnote to Emo blogskin
haha gtg bb

sleepy ... tired ...

2008-06-28T17:25:00.004+08:00

i am so damn sleepy bcos last few days very busy until 6 then go home i very the tired ... pouring water to revive my soul spirt and my body .... i think i will break my post into sub posts then ur take ur time to read ok ?

-School

*Guitar
Mr Chua (guitar teacher) teach us how to play Phantom of the Opera
i play until hand pain ....
Finger: (wrapped up) mmmmm .... mmmmm .... mmm....
Translator : Pain .... Pain .... Haiz .....

*SCI( for idiots and morons .... SCI isnt science it is STUDENT COUNCILLOR INVESTITURE)
Short Summary
- FUN EXCTING and also lethargic
Brain : its too short lah .....
Me : is it ok i will write more ......

Principal and a few others went up and talk .... talk .... talk .............
ME :" i felt so excited .... "( notice the inverted commas )
Then got performance so nice !
espically the tango done by the sec 4 and the outgoing head and vice head looks so compatiable .....
sis: they are actually going out .....
ME : wah ..... so romantic ......
Brain: snap out of it moron .....
ME : ....cannot daydream meh ......
then after that we go Makan ... i stole carene's puff and she was so angry keep on nagging at me saying smthg that i forogot ... haiz i feel like a zombie now .......
ok need to go do my hmwrl liao gtg bb .....

BYE BYE .....

I know I know ....

2008-06-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

I know that this blog has very long essays ok ... so from now on i will make it short enough for my readers ok ? Brain: i have got premonition that this is also going to be a long one.... i have to admit that i have no sense in writing such long essays when i am lousy in english i will just make matter worse so i am going to write abt my sechudule for the new boring busy term .... From monday, i will attend sch as per normal then when school is over i will head home for luch before setting for HMT_ and for baboons who dont understand what is HMT it is Higher Mother Tognue and that means i am better in chinese but i just dont like to exert my full potential get it morons.... Sorry for the interruption as i was spweaking the class wil end around 6pm and for people who say that sch is a total bore u seen nothing yet. On tuesday i same old normal sch but i am going for Arabic class that is situated at bishan and class ends at 6.30pm i know busy and long and boring i know i hate it too. i tried to not go for class but it make matters worse damn it ...... ok so wednesy is the same thursday is Hmt blah blah but on friday is guitar day. Brain: why u so happy u have to carry that big guiatr too sch when its as tall as u .... Me: oh ya damn it ....
But anyway i get to go around 4+pm isnt that great... on saturday its playing time resting whatever u call it to me its relaxation day...
For sunday, its swimming and also tuition where i waste energy and cut my calories at the pool and also going to my lao kok kok teacher's house he is actually older that my father and he is still a bachelor ......
anyway if this starts i will be so busy that i can only chat and maybe blog saturday i hope no one will rob it away from me....
ITS really tiring and maybe.... i want to stop and rest....
P.s. I am a test period councillor...... ?!
Ok gtg need to bring my bro for class .......Brain: ur Bro is just plain dumb eh ...
Me: yup

Not a very Sunny Day....

2008-05-29T11:08:00.002+08:00

I know the titles really sucks and i know that my posts can be essays but i dont really know how to blog i suck at it ok... Ok lets not talk about it. lets talk about my life. Brain : Your Life totally Sucks ... Me : Ya ... hey my life doesnt suck ok , u make it suck further only ok... brain : come on face the facts... Me:(trying to not listen) i am not listening .... ok now yestreday i went out with my "lovable" family(notice the inveted commas u know wat it means) to celebrate my sister's birthday. Crowd : hey which sister ....Me : Ok , my second sis grows older yesterday.
We went to this cantonese restaurant and we order this set that cost about 80 dollars. Taste so so lah not very good but just sastifying homemade food ... OK then today morning my mom pulled me up to help my sister go buy ingreidients for the dumplings. i love dumplings Yay ! they taste fabluous .... ok i must stop myself for being so fanatic.... Ok then i taught my brother chinese and i can only shout. My BROTHER IS A DUMBO ..... ok no more crtitsing . ok i am going to have a great weekend, i will be goingt to my cousins house to play the whole day yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok GTG Dont miss me unless u r a girl lah but (cross Fingers) u r not pan si ying .....

LAST EXAM of the term ....

2008-05-12T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.... hi everyone or should i say( mood change ) hiiii.... long.... time ....noo ... seee..... ( change Mood ) Yay !!! MYE - Mid Year Examination are over at last .... Everyone was studying so hard two weeks before. Students' heads were always buried under their nose and all of us were chanting/reciting our notes word for word like idiots memorising an abc book. Brain: wrong example u fool. Me: hey i am not that dumb u know i am a smart kid . Brain : Me: Hey how can u laugh at me u tooootttt ....... brain: stupid and dumb user. cant blame u for not thinking.....Me: ok.... i am angry....
OK ,lets continue. Today was Art exam , i finished in 45mins and slept for the next hmmmmmmmm..... wait a minute i go get my calculator..... Brain : stupid boy haizzzz ....... Me: hey how can u say that if i am dumb ... Heart: Stop it u idiots now u go on with the story ! Me : Oh ok ... ok i slept for a long time and i was relieved that it had end whoa that was great i am so energetic that i finished this sentence within hmmm..... hmm..... arrhhhh .... Brain: Bad with maths again? Haiz dumb boy ...... me : arrhhhh ........ Nvm i ..... wait wats the stupid topic again ... brain: i dont know Heart: Haiz its a bout ur stupid day my boy ....
Oh ok now let me go on. After school, it became boring. ui watched the tv qsit in front of the com and chat with the others only to find out i was late for HMT. The teacher was releasing the result. And a super miracle happen, i i actually pass and as for matters i didnt go for HMT and i still can pass YAY abd the highest scorer was 68/100 i got only 54/100 so happy and sone people even fail ( too bad for them hahaha)Heart : hey dont be so blackhearted ok ! Ahhh doesnt that mean i am black ! Aaahhhh ! Me : NEver about it ....other people put in their very best ok ....
Ok now i gtg bb

First Post...First Feelings...First Timer

2008-05-09T21:03:00.005+08:00

Don't know what to write ...MAYBE i will start by introduce myself... i am a secondary student who is currently in Opss Which my friends call it Opps. i came from Northalnd primary school which i graduated with a so call bottom the score 230 for PLSE which is normally known as Please Stop Learning English which i agree no more.:) Amazing that i went to this secondary ? Behold ..... its the truth face the god damn it OK .... Life's been great its after the exams and i am trying to start a blog... In my brain: isn't that obvious ? Why Do u Still Write it down u fool ... OK back to the topic ... brain: whats the topic again ? after much considering ... Brain: i think its about MYSELF ! Hey it is About Me ... Yay i am KQC! YAY ! Been Watching too much emperor's new school on kidcentral... Brain: Fool, why u still tell them that you watch kidcentral.....that's a children's channel. Me:hahaha (not very happy). OK back to the topic, i have my favourites and dislikes .Hope i spell it correctly bcos i got B for English hahaha... Brain: lame .... OK so i like many movies mostly adventurous , comedies and maybe a little artistic feel kind of movies. i totally hate horror movies, keep me wake so after the horror movies which i am usually force to watch. Usually, i will be awake till the next morning forming 3inch of panda eyes......
Next i hate very cold stuff and maybe ice cream as they are extremely freezing..... hmmm I love cold chocolates as they tasted great when they are cold ... makes my taste buds awake from their deep slumber.... sorry taste buds papa is write about food just bear a moment OK ?
Now... I love hokkien mee !!! taste extremely great.... i am not a food expert but i have taste enough to be as good as you .... i have taste good goose liver with a tipsy grape wine makes u feel sleepy and hot.... curry not that much of it but anyway i am not exactly the picker its my sister. Sister: what did u say Me: oh oh ...
But on the other hand takes pride in having good food.
Now to the music part, i love good soothing love songs maybe a little jazz and pop....
I have gone to jazz pub and listen their music and u must be an expert to go on the stage and play for others.
Now what else , hmmmm i am a very talkative boy with lots of reason why i should talk
now OK stop the nonsense lets get back.
I attend Arabic classes & HMT- Higher Mother Tongue(feels so proud when writing this part)
I am extremely busy so state Ur dumb business ...... OR I am leaving
OK i think that's all....
Brain: hey u forgot to write Ur lover's qualities
Me: nah i am not going to do write it down ... ( shy ....)

I am extremely Dead Beat .... Sorry for being so lor saw ( talkative and for the wrong reason)